作词 : XXXTENTACION
作曲 : XXXTENTACION
Jocelyn Flores
原唱：XXXTENTACION
翻唱：J.Jw / 胖虎小姐姐
I know you so well, so well
我太懂你了，太懂你
I mean, I can do anything that he can
我意思是，他能做到的我照样可以
I''ve been pretty
我曾也美丽
I know you''re somewhere, somewhere
我知道你在某处
I''ve been trapped in my mind girl just holdin'' on
但妹子，我却在自己的想法中被困住，坚持着
I don''t wanna pretend there''s somethin'', we''re nothing
不想假装我们有什么关系，我们毫无关联
I''ve been stuck thinking bout'' her
但我思念着她无法自拔
I can''t hold on (I''ve been feeling)
我没法撑下去（我感觉）
I''m in pain, wanna put 10 shots in my brain
我很痛苦，想把十发射穿我的头
I''ve been trippin'' ''bout some things, can''t change
我为了一些事而迷茫，这无法改变
Suicidal, same time I''m tame, picture this, in bed
有自倾向，但同时我很稳定，试想一下这幅画面，我躺在床上
Get a phone call, girl that you ****ed with killed herself
接到电话，说和你混的女孩突然结束了自己的生命
That was this summer and nobody helped
就是在这个夏天发生的事，没人给予帮助
And ever since then, man, I hate myself
从此以后，我天，我恨死了我自己
Wanna ****ing end it. Pessimistic
真想结束，有点厌世
All wanna see me with no pot to piss in
大家都想看我穷困无助
But niggas been excited ''bout the grave I''m diggin''
但他们兴奋当看到我自掘坟墓
Havin'' conversations ''bout my haste decisions
厌烦了大家都在讨论我匆忙下做的决定
****ing sickening. At the same time
真的厌恶，与此同时
Memories surface through the grapevine
想起了那些记忆
''Bout my uncle playin'' with a slip knot
关于叔叔拿了上吊绳自缢
Post-traumatic stress got me ****ed up
受伤后的压力让我混乱
Been ****ed up since the couple months
最近这几个月我也身缠琐事
They had a nigga locked up
他们把我关进了牢狱
I''ll be feelin'' pain, I''ll be feelin'' pain just to hold on
我感到痛苦，光是坚持着就感到痛苦
And I don''t feel the same, I''m so numb
但我无法感同身受，我怎么那么麻木
I''ll be feelin'' pain, I''ll be feelin'' pain just to hold on
我感到痛苦，光是坚持着就感到痛苦
And I don''t feel the same, I''m so numb
我无法感同身受，那么麻木
I know you so well, I know you so
我太懂你了，太懂你
I mean I can do anything that he can
我意思是，他能做到的我照样可以
I''ve been pretty
我曾也美丽
I know you so well, so...
我太懂你了
小胖虎虎儿：一波三折的上传经历快自闭了换了张图终于能显示封面了
kilsie_：你知道吗人在难过时就会爱上日落
明事理v：如果你有勇气熬过去这个世界一定是温暖的
情字何解u6：你发个嗯我还是继续回你我发个嗯就再也没有收到回复这大概就是爱与被爱的差别吧
小胖虎虎儿：ft.J.Jw全民K歌ID:4632812562贾静雯真的太优秀惹