作词 : Spylent
作曲 : Spylent
编曲 : HYPER MUSIC
混音 : DX肖夏
母带：全相彦
The solitary life that I’m living
我这孤独的生活
I’m getting mentioned left and right
我在被不断提及
But there’s always a part of me that’s missing
但内心总有一部分缺失
My mama used to tell me, son, don’t forget what you’ve been driven by
我妈妈过去常跟我说 孩子 别忘了你为何而努力
Looking back, should’ve listened
回首往事 真该听她的
I just got a call from my high school friend, he said you different
我刚接到高中好友的电话 他说你变了
Can I get a signature bro you been drippin’
兄弟能给我签个名吗 你太火了
Yeah, I remember them all, memory is vivid
是啊 我都记得 记忆犹新
Now it’s gradually replaced by all these digits
如今却在被这些数字逐渐取代
Yeah I hear them talk, and then talk, prolly ain’t gon’ never stop
我听他们说个不停 或许永远都不会停歇
Loss, restall, opps I see them all fall
失败 重整 我看着敌人一个个倒下
Rot, yeah, since when I got a cold heart
烂掉吧 从什么时候起我变得无情
Flaws, tryna make sure they won’t get caught
努力让缺点不被发现
Most of the nights, I was spending with my own door locked
大多数夜晚我都把自己锁在屋里
I was so patient, I’m waiting just for a rain to pour
我是如此耐心 等着一场大雨倾盆
I told them I just want more
我告诉他们 我只是想要更多
I see my my peers, none of their rap could match what I say
我看着我的同级 没有人的说唱能与我的匹配
Handed the right plate, but you don’t have the right taste
给你端来了佳肴 可你却没有对的品味
My feelings torture me, I couldn’t find the right phrase
我的情感折磨着我 找不到恰当的表达
Once you’ve made enough mistakes you start figuring out the right way
犯了足够多的错 就会开始明白正确的路该怎么走
Found myself the best therapist, clueless bout my case
找了最好的心理医生 对我的情况毫无头绪
Dollars or RMB, two options I face
美元还是人民币 我所面临的困境
I’m preaching to the new generation, put them aside
我告诉新生代 别在乎那些
Cuz if they gon’ hate, they gon’ hate, who are you tryna sway
他们要恨 他们就会恨 你又想说服谁呢
Yeah, uh
嗯
If it were meant to come, it will come, it’d be gone if you don’t survive the blaze
该来的总会来 但若你无法幸存于烈火 它就会消逝
I used to doubt like twice a day, do I suffice the praise
我曾一日二省吾身 我是否配得上赞美
Life has taken too much from me without no decency
生命从我这里夺走太多 毫不留情面
But I’ve always known I was planted with somewhat different seed
但我一直都知道我被埋了颗与众不同的种子
They can count me out but they can’t deny that I’m lit indeed
他们可以把我排除在外 但无法否认我光芒四射
Heard them say I’m temporary, you must be kidding me
听他们说我只是昙花一现 你一定是在开玩笑
SPYLENT, the name in history
这个名字会在历史里
Resentful I still remember how much you owe
我心怀怨恨 仍记得你欠下的债
You know it means that you’re finally on your own
你知道这意味着你终于要独自面对一切
Sometimes I don’t wanna talk to nobody
有时我谁也不想见
I just need a moment to reflect, a moment to reset
我只需要点时间反思 调整一下
I put down a lot of offers, still not sure if that’s correct
我拒绝了很多机会 还不确定是错是对
Everything just moves on, there is no time to regret
但一切都在向前 没时间后悔
Left my city, left my bros
离开了我的城市 离开了我的兄弟
I got zero or too many home
我有零个或太多的家
Art requires the vulnerable
艺术需要脆弱
But my lifestyle is harming the soul
但我的生活方式却在伤害我的灵魂
Twenty two, young man what you wanna do
二十二岁 年轻人你想做什么
You can tear that shit down, paint the town blue
你可以推倒一切 把城市涂成蓝色
Who you gonna listen to, me or you, huh, say it
你要听谁的 我还是你 嗯 说说看
Who you gonna pick a bone with, me or you, say it
你要和谁过不去 我还是你 嗯 说说看
Mind your own business, it’s really all about bread
别管闲事 这真的都只是为了混口饭吃
It’s all the mental shit, mentally, boy, you insane
这是场心理游戏 孩子你心理失常了
Practice makes it perfect, perfect, perfect, perfect, per- per- per- per-
熟能生巧 巧 巧 巧 巧
Uh
Uh
(Are you gonna break this chain)
（你要打破这条锁链吗）
(Are they gonna say your name)
（他们会宣告你的名字吗）
Put yourself in my position, how is that even possible
换位思考一下 这怎么可能呢
Art is futile, it’s a joke, play this part at my funeral
艺术是徒劳的 是个笑话 在我的葬礼上演这出戏吧
Everybody lies, I lie the most furiously
人人都在说谎 我撒谎最疯狂
I’m urinating on this beat, I wanna prove that I’m free
我在这伴奏上撒尿 我要证明我是自由的
Ah, I guess it’s time to say goodbye
啊 我想是时候说再见了
Memorize these lines in case you never find peace inside
记住这些词句 以防你内心永远不得安宁
You’d be burned with these pages, flame dictated by the crowd
你会同这些纸张一起被烧死 火焰由众人掌控
Maybe that day you will know the feeling of
也许到那天你才会明白什么是
Resentful I still remember how much you owe
我心怀怨恨 仍记得你欠下的债
You know it means that you’re finally on your own
你知道这意味着你终于要独自面对一切
醋酸洋红___：所以兄弟你可以给我签个名吗？虽然我不是你的高中同学但是在你高中的时候我就听你的歌了
青鸱Monea：感觉spylent消失的这一段时间真的一直在探寻，尝试新的风格并找到适合自己的，去各个城市探寻内心，和自己对话，并用歌记录下来。于是产生了这一张专辑
嘻嘻嘻西野：SPYLENT,thenameinhistory，这个名字会在历史里。
lalaladawnn：饺的英文发音咬字以及腔调在我心里一直是top1的存在，，在没认识他之前我从来没觉得英文说唱能这么抓耳，听感这么好，
用户7809962173：一般有分pt.1和pt.2的都有好歌