作词 : Friend A
作曲 : Friend A
编曲 : Friend A
Dear , I hope this letter finds you well
亲爱的，望此信送达时你一切安好
I’ve been writing for months, but I never hit "send"
数月来反复提笔 却始终不敢按下发送键
I’m your biggest fan—got every lyric tattooed on my chest
我是你最忠实的信徒——每句歌词都铭刻在胸前
Got your poster on my wall, next to my mom’s old rest
你的海报贴满墙垣 与我母亲旧榻相邻而眠
I saved up for tickets, camped outside your show for three nights straight
省吃俭用买门票 在你演唱会外露宿整整三夜
You waved at the crowd, but you didn’t see me—man, that shit hurt like a weight
你向人群挥手时未曾看见我——天呐那伤痛如巨石崩裂
You probably don’t even read these...
你大概从不阅读这些信笺...
I wrote you last month—told you ’bout my girl leaving me
上月寄信倾诉女友离我而去
Said your music kept me alive when I wanted to end it all, see?
说你的音乐在我欲终结一切时成为救命绳索
You never wrote back—figured you’re busy with tours and fame
你从未回信——想必巡演与盛名让你繁忙不休
But I need you to know you’re the only one who gets my pain
但你必须知道 唯你能解我痛楚
I stole your old jersey from a fan meet—don’t judge me, I’m desperate
粉丝会上偷走你旧球衣——别责怪我 我已走投无路
I sleep with it every night, pretend you’re here, holding me steady
每夜拥它入眠 假想你在此处予我安稳庇护
I’m not crazy—I just need you to notice me...
并非疯狂——只渴求你投来一瞥...
I’ve given you my whole life, my soul, my everything
我已奉献全部生命 灵魂与所有
Why can’t you just write me back? One line—anything
为何不肯回信？只字片语也好
He writes the words, but they never get through
他写下万千心语 却永难抵达
Pen to paper, heart to you
笔墨落纸 心绪予你
Trapped in a dream, slowly coming undone
困于迷梦 渐次破碎
Penbound, the unsent pages of a fan’s broken soul
笔缚未寄之页 镌刻破碎魂灵
I’M SITTIN’ IN MY CAR RIGHT NOW—OUTSIDE YOUR HOUSE! I FOUND YOU!
此刻我正坐在你家门外车中——找到你了！
I brought the letters—all 17 of ’em, stacked up on the seat
十七封信件在副驾驶座垒成小山
I drank a fifth of whiskey, my hands are shaking, I can barely speak
威士忌灌入喉腔 双手颤抖几难成言
My mom called the cops—said I’m "a danger to myself"
母亲报警称我"危及自身"
But you’ll understand, right? You’re the only one who gets my wealth
但你会理解的 对吗？唯你明白我内心丰盈
You’ll see... you’ll finally see me...
你会明白...终于看见真实的我...
I’m parked by the lake—you used to fish here, I saw it in an interview
停泊在湖畔——专访中说你常在此垂钓
I’m gonna write one last line, then I’m gone—this is me signing off, true
写下最后一行便离去——此乃绝笔
I love you... more than you’ll ever know...
爱你...远超你所能知晓...
He writes the words, but they never get through
他写下万千心语 却永难抵达
Pen to paper, heart to you
笔墨落纸 心绪予你
野赫94：有点东西
俺是出家人：好听
肉嘚儿lulu：留蹄儿
深秋落日与冰茶：感觉最好是在比较空旷的地方有一些种植的葵花饼比较冷有些风声的时候听最合适
Ldizzy：这歌绝对会火相信我，歌词大意是粉丝对偶像的强烈追求，和艾米纳姆的stan差不多，偏叙事说唱，具有画面感，情感表达强烈，宝藏歌曲